tired after the walk-a-jog...but refreshed after bathing. i checked my performance tracking...found out that i scored badly(Bs) for my languages(eng and chi)....the rests all A1s and 1 A2 for lit...sad lors. wanna score well...looks like i've failed to accomplish dat): haiz..i m so gonna disappoint my parents. really wanna go to NUS high...have onli a little spark of hope in my heart. why? why didnt i put in more effort? i so deserve this.): but i hope i'll do really well for the next two terms. then i can follow my dreams of becoming a doctor, juz like my dad,uncle,auntie.....everyone in my family! my older sis gonna b a doctor, and if i dun, i'll be such a disgrace. I really hope to please my parents and make them feel proud of me. I want to look back and find joy in my career in the future. I want to become a doctor. even if that means sacrificing my joy in my childhood. i hope GOD will lead a way